Can things get worse? (yes yes they can)

So today i dropped the flatmate off at the airport  and returned home as going to the supermarket  at 5pm on christmas eve was not an option. so i come into the driveway slightly speeding and doing some funky manuover with  scotts care when i see 5 little shits comming out of MY driveway on bikes. Yes. thats right. so  I nearly hit one of them and OF COURSE it would have been all MY fault coz like their black (oohh i hope blacksentenial isnt reading this)  . I suspect they have being doing this a lot since we have moved in as we  work during the day and dont come home til late in the morning (as we are hookers ooh baby…. kidding….)   

Anyway after  wrapping some presents realising that im missing my grandads present and needing to go into town to get  fruit and  booze  (went in last night, well ok so it was morning but  they wouldnt sell it  it took us a while to figure out why  there was a rope around half the shop  until we saw ONE tiny sign saying they dont sell booze between 10pm and 7am)  however, before i went to go i jumped into my dads car (im borrowing it)  and i went to turn it on and… THE FUCKEN CUNT WOULDNT START i suspect the battery is flat so im using scotts car. yay. THEN   the good  old lotto shop is closed. grr… so i just brought him a christmas card  and i’ve got 50$ to  put in it. woo. 

So here i am at  10pm on christmas eve  Slightly boozed  watching my idol bridget.  Now  i did want to watch Pride and Predujice but i cant find it at any dvd shops at present.  Oh i hear you saying to yourself  … wasnt that on tv the other night?? Yes yes it was HOWEVER   due to technical difficulties it was not taped. Turns out the Dvd recorder  prefers to be on AV4 and not just on whatever bloody channel we left it on.  Hmmmph……

well have a fucken merry christmas while i pay attention to bridget as she deserves it. I really hope i dnt die single and alone being half eaten by alsations.

tootle pip

love n hugs

me.

Being Alone - The Queens thoughts…

So both josh and romi  have both disscussed being alone and if there really is someone for everyone and well im going to jump in on this disscusion as well coz well,  i want too

So i’ve been single for about 3 years since my last boyfriend and yes  i was err.. rather bed friendly with him up until this year when i suddenly stoped talking to him  and then there was  mcdreamy (if you remember him then good on you if not there is no trace of him on this blog any more he is GONE)  and  now there is a guy lurking around but hes a bit of an odd one lol  

As most of you know my mum has past away and before then she was sick and during this time i had many thoughts such as “omg shes never going to see me get married ” and  “omg shes never going to see my kids grow up” It was at that point  I realised that deep down i do want those things. which brings me to the point of my conflicting thoughts.

People change. its true  you can garentee your not the same sticky fingerd kindergarten kid nor are you the  weird pig tailed giggly girl from intermediate (err.. i dont know what is ..oh middle school)   and  thus you are not the same person you were at highschool so how then can you then be with someone and marry that person if  people change? and people change at different rates as well. ?If your still friends with people from kindy,  primary school and highschool  you know theyre not the same. I’m friends with some of the people  from the above schools   but we’re not the same as what we were then. yes shannon still loves horses and im still dark and moody but we’re not the same.

So if we’re all about change how can we have a soul mate?

Then on the other hand I want there to be the knight in shining armour waiting for me.  I want my prince charming.  I want a guy that ‘weakens my vagina ‘ I want him to be a funny charming guy that has a dirty sense of humour who loves me wen im in my pjs with my hair looking like arse and dancing around to highschool musical. I want him to love me when im abusing the crap out of him for there being no Tim Tams.   And he’s got to know his music. like not be a total groupie but know his shit.

It is rather confusing because as an example my friend jemma  met her husband while we were in  highschool through her best mate michelle  and  they were “Friends”   infact they were together when i was with……… brian  (argh)   and they’re still together now  which is good coz they’re married lol.  anyway.. so  obviously they’ve changed but they’ve changed at a close enough rate so they can still love each other  especially when jem is crying because andrew   was mean to her in her dream  (long story) 

On the other hand   3 friends  people in my circle  from highschool to my knowledge still love  anime  and collect dragon ball z cards. does that mean they’re chances of finding someone is greater because they havent changed?

So.. The Queen is alone.   Romi is alone. Josh is…. well Josh has a  gf.. perhaps me and Romi should get together hahahhahahahaha… im kidding romi… its not that your not one sexy bitch its just i dont do long distance. 

I was going to a  post about Tv tonight so i guess josh and romi saved  you from that boredom please thank them.

I kinda thought being an adult would be like  sex and the city you know  me and my mates would all be 30 sumthing before we find someone and we’d drink cosmopolitans  and talk about  grown up stuff and walk around our houses in our underwear.   Now one of my best mates is married!!!  and my other mate has been with her bf for nearly a year!!  and im all alone. which i dont mind. except 4 when i want a hug. which i think is why i miss my ex a bit coz i want hugs and attention.  you know THAT kind of attention.

well i think i have babbled enough

tootle pip

love n hugs

meeeeee

i have edited this to add that for christmas as i cannot be bothered going back to my christmas list i would like to add that i want  the book “hes just not that into you” by   Greg Behrendt, Liz Tuccillo   even though i think self help books are trashy and a waste of money.  this one seems funny.

 i would like to also add..  wanting this book does not make me desperate.

does it?

dont answer that

but if your a real friend you will.

this post has made me want to watch bridget jones and  pretty woman  yes. bridget jones the first one not the second one.  im currently watching sex and the city the one where berger tells miranda this guy is “just not that into her” this episode is what spawnd the book “hes just not that into you”    im a fountain of  useless information.   that guy samantha is fucking, jerry he is totally hot i think he  used to be the dude for some vodka ad.. mm.. vodka and hot boy… mmmmmm…………….