I cut myself

May 1, 2008

Please sing this to the tune of  “I touch myself” by the diviynals..  You know how it goes….

 

I cut myself

I want you to love me

When I’m feeling down

I dress in black and wear thick eyeliner

I search my ipod for sad songs

I forget myself

I dont want no one to  remind me

 

 

I cut  myself
I want you to love me
When I’m feelin’ down
I listen to Gerald Way
I cut  myself

Chorus:
I don’t want anybody else
When I think about you
I cut  myself
I don’t want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

You’re the one who makes me cut my arm so the blood is   running
You’re the  night   that makes me dark
When you’re around I’m always crying
I want to make  new scars

I close my eyes
And see you before me
Think I would die
If  I was to cut too deep
I get down on my knees
As the blood pours out

Chorus

I cut  myself
I want you to love me
When I’m feelin’ down
I cut myself
I see blood running
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I dont  want you to remind me

Chorus

I want you
I don’t want anybody else
And when I think about you
I cut  myself
Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah

Chorus

Dont panic I do not actually cut myself unless it is unintentionall!!  I  was bored tonight and I had this song in my head so I changed the words..  Did  I mention  I Was bored at work?  Well yes.

Anyway, Enjoy. 

Love and hugs

Your  Emo Queen.


Have you noticed?

May 1, 2008

I have to admit I am a total people watcher. Nothing makes me happier than some good music and lots of people to stare out. I’m not a freak I dont hard core stare at them I just like to observe their movements which is how I have come to notice this.

Lately I’ve seen chicks who are not the “size zero” the media thinks is so glamourous  are squeezing into pants that are not the right size for them and doing them up under their belly! Kind of like the old men do you know? But the old men (usually) tuck their shirts in so you dont see any bits that we arent supposed to see. Have you noticed that? Personally I’d rather just (wo)man up and  get the clothes that fit better rather than have my tummy hanging over top.

Seriously clothing sizes are weird atm. Atfirst I thought it was just me and too many pies (mmm…pie) but my friend went to a popular clothing store brought 3 pairs of jeans all the same size the first pair fell down off of her, the second pair she couldnt get over her thighs and the third pair were just right. 

So dont feel bad about what size your clothing is just  look good and comfortable. Dont Let it all hang out.

Thank you… Also some tips  on emo’s

Survival Tip #1- When you encounter an Emo, you have to make sure that you never label them or assume anything about them because they will just debunk your declarations with useless name dropping and a short list of bands you’ve never heard of.

Survival Tip #2-Emos come in all shapes and sizes, anywhere from the typical girl-pants wearing, swoopy haired little boys or the slightly overweight stylish, seemingly confident but deftly insecure girls. Sometimes the “indie” label is welcome, but to be sure you should just make known how much you enjoy their style and if that scarf was on sale at Urban Outfitters or still 37 dollars.

Survival Tip #3- To survive in the world of Emos you must completely avoid talking about music, coffee and Wes Anderson. The only other option is to spend hours online listening to snippets of bands and studying their track listings with hopes that you don’t enter into a conversation with a dedicated and fully-matured Emo.

Survival Tip #4-You must not get too close or they will rub off on you. There is a reason that this third-wave Emo movement has seen so much more mainstream adolescent success than its predecessors from the mid 1980’s and 1990’s.

Survival Tip #5-If you give an Emo an inch, expect them to not take it because that is what everyone else would do.

Survival Tip #6- The only tried and true way to find safety from the Emos is to wear a solid color polo with the collar firmly popped. Even though their whispers of judgment will sometimes fall upon your ears, just know that their automatic snap judgments will also distance them from the idea of ever approaching you.

Survival Tip #7-One fact about the Emos that they will never admit is that there is no such thing as ’strength in numbers’ in their Emo world. No matter how many of them there are, they are still way to insecure to ever approach someone from a different fad.

these are taken from http://northernplight.com/2007/10/19/survival-guide-ncu-infested-with-emos/ 

here. you’ll see why these are important soon! ooh!! exciting…

Also is anyone else’s wordpress photo uploader being a right dick? Mine opens fine and dandy then uploads all good but then its like at half the bottom of my page so I cant click “insert here” (dont be dirty). Penis.

Also I’ve been playing with (…..heehehe…) the heart thingee at the gym  and its really funny… I can be doing my thing normally have a steady rate then i’ll see a hot boy and it’ll go up… I started giggling today. You shouldnt giggle in the gym  with no one around you listening to your ipod. Just a warning..

Anyway I’m off to bed I had another weird dream about asian mafia people called  “the brothers in arms”  ..Yeah I know..

Love n hugs

me